Things to do

so many things to do but the feel and willpower are not there. hope this is temp but already surpass few months. i know i need to change immediately but to change requires 1st step. i hate making the 1st step. maybe i'm still fonding to the old memories.

ahh memories...
for so many years i still feels like yesterday. still running thru my veins. bonding with my body and soul like one and unable to be separated. i wish things will be the same as before but things change. human evolve. hardware easily be obsolete but the software is expending over time. human need to cope and be adaptable to the new environment. saying is easy than doing. hahahaha...