Friday, December 31, 2010

Jalan Keindahan

Adanya engkau disampingku
Hilanglah jarak dan waktu
Kekasih perjalan ini
Terlalu mengasyikkan
Segala yang aku lihat
Bak memberi syafaat
Setiap kata pujian semata
Kepadamu jua
Tiap langkah kumeyakinkan
Akan kebenarannya
Sedarlah aku dari mimpi
Yang memesongkan realiti
Terlerai sudah syak wasangka
Yang mengusut di hati
Sebelum ini kulihat keegoan
Yang bermaharajalela

Sebelum ini aku sangka keburukkan semata
Rupanya itu hanya satu dugaan
Kita tak bisa lari dari kenyataan
Namun demikian sudah suratan
Teserlah kebenaran kepadamu kasih
Sebenarnya jalan keindahan
Sedarlah aku dari mimpi
Yang memesongkan realiti
Terlerai sudah syakwasangka
Yang mengusut di hati... ini

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Thursday, December 30, 2010

Key is..... Give your 100%

A story that I read today.....


A boy and a girl were playing together. The boy had a collection of marbles. The girl had some sweets with her. The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets. The girl agreed.

The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl. The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.

That night, the girl slept peacefully. But the boy couldn't sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.

Moral of the story:  If you don't give your hundred percent in a relationship, you'll always keep doubting if the other person has given his/her hundred percent.. This is applicable for any relationship like love, friendship , employer-employee relationship etc., Give your hundred percent to everything you do and sleep peacefully .

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Kasih dan sayang

Kehadiran kasih sayang dalam kehidupan insan. Ia memberi warna indah dalam lukisan jiwa. Berbudi dan berbakti adalah amalan yang murni sesama insan di atas dunia. Yang lebih memberi, yang kurang merasai membuatkan nilai kasih pun terpancar secara tulus di sukma jiwa. 

Walaupun bicara tak satu bahasa tetapi itu bukanlah sempadan pemisah. Kitalah insan pendukung wawasan menjadikan kasih dan sayang teraju utama. Kitalah insan yang menjadi obor kepada kehidupan dengan menerangi alam mereka yg kegelapan. 

Kitalah insan berjiwa penyayang dengan sentuhan kasih sinar yg memancar. Kitalah insan pohon yg merendang penuh berbunga dan berbuah dengan kasih sayang. 

‎"Allah menguji keikhlasan hati kita bila kita bersendirian, Allah memberi kedewasaan bila kita ditimpa masaalah, Allah melatih kita dengan kesabaran dalam kesakitan, Allah tidak pernah mengambil sesuatu yang kita sayang kecuali dengan menggantikannya dengan yang lebih baik"

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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

hatiku berkata-kata....

aku bertanya pada diriku...
untuk apa di tanggung sebeban duka
untuk apa digalas segunung hiba
untuk apa ditangis sekelumit cinta
andai kata manismu menikam rasa

aku bertanya pada hatiku
mengapa harus diluah rindu
mengapa harus mengharap kasih
mengapa percaya pada janji
andai rindu darimu mainan kata

sumpah aku benci...
melihat tegak tubuhku
lemah berlutut disapa rindu
sumpah aku benci...
melihat keras hatiku
menangis mengharap cintamu

sumpah aku benci...
andai cerita hanya dusta
andai rindu hanya sembilu
andai cinta hanya sisa...

masih aku bertanya...
pada diriku dan hatiku
perlukah aku simpan secebis cinta dan rindu
kerna anugerah ini pernah membuat ku menangis...

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Suatu doa dan harapan....

YA ALLAH, kau berikanlah kesedihan padaku, agar ku kenal erti kebahagiaan. Kau berikanlah dugaan padaku, agar ku kenal erti kesabaran. Kau sinarilah cahaya nur dihatiku, agar dapat ku melihat segala kebaikanmu. Kau bukakanlah pintu hatiku untuk mendengar seruanmu, agar dapat ku kembali bersujud padamu. YA-ALLAH.

Carilah cinta kita yang hilang. Insya-Allah kita akan temuinya semula cinta itu di tempat, suasana dan masa ketika kita mula-mula menemuinya dahulu. Bukankah kita bertemu kerana Allah? Bukankah yang menyatukan kita kalimah-Nya? Bukankah tempat termaktubnya lafaz akad dan nikah di rumah Allah? Kembalilah ke sana. Insya-ALLAH

Justeru itu, intai-intailah semula cinta di dalam rumah tangga kita. Adakah ianya masih bersinar atau sudah pudar? Jika sudah pudar, ayuh muhasabah kembali di mana puncanya kerana ianya masih belum terlambat untuk kita berubah. Insya-ALLAH

Beringatlah bahawa dunia dan segala isinya ini hanya alat untuk memburu cinta Allah. Dan hanya dengan memburu cinta Allah maka cinta kita sesama suami isteri akan dikekalkan-Nya.

Jangan sekali-kali diabaikan cinta suci yang menghubungkan cinta antara suami dan isteri. Cinta itu adalah cinta Allah! Jagalah cinta kita kepada Allah, insya-Allah, Allah akan terus menyuburkan cinta kita suami isteri.

Carilah harta, tetapi genggamlah cinta. Carilah kemewahan hidup tetapi peluklah cinta itu sekuat-kuatnya. Jangan diabaikan cinta itu walau sekelip pun.

Bahagia itu bukan hanya di hujung jalan tetapi bahagia itu ada di sepanjang jalan. Temuilah bahagia ketika kita mencarinya. Carilah bahagia yang di sepanjang jalan itu dengan menggenggam rasa cinta sentiasa dan selamanya.

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Monday, December 27, 2010

Sudut renungan

Petikan dari FB Rahsia Perkahwinan...

Hati yang selalu bersyukur dan merasa cukup itulah yang lebih utama dari harta yang begitu melimpah....

Harta dan kemewahan dunia serta pesonanya tidak mempunyai erti, sebaliknya harta paling bernilai ialah hati yang ikhlas. Sabda Rasulullah SAW yang bermaksud: "Bahawa sesungguhnya Allah tidak memandang kepada tubuh badan dan rupa paras kamu, tetapi Dia hanya memandang kepada hati sanubari kamu." (Hadis riwayat Muslim)

"Barangsiapa yang mengerjakan amal saleh, baik laki-laki maupun perempuan dalam keadaan beriman, maka sesungguhnya akan Kami berikan kepadanya kehidupan yang lebih baik." (QS. An Nahl: 97)

Sebaik2 wanita adalah yg apabila diberi sesuatu, dia bersyukur & bila tidak diberi apa2 dia bersabar, yg mnyenangkan hatimu bila kamu melihatnya & mentaatimu bila kamu menyuruhnya.

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Bella Luna

Not bad the song. biasa la lagu gini. selalu buat mind wonders. khayal and what if.....




Bella Luna : Jason Mraz


Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closing one
A chosen child in golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars

The cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellations
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do

You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Of crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger, of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other

May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance yet, but all them may lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna
My beautiful beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Masquerade

Td dgr kat sinar kat astro. Soothing lagu nih. Klu ada yg kita syg sebelah sure dh kena kiss hehe. Lyn perasaan jap td.

Lirik means something. Are we masquerading??????


Masquerade - George Benson

Are we really happy here
With this lonely game we play
Looking for words to say?
Searching
But not finding understanding anyway
We're lost in a mas--masquerade

Both afraid to say
We're just too far away
From being close together from the start
We tried to talk it over
But the words got in the way
We're lost inside this lonely game we play

Thoughts of leaving disappear
Ev'ry time I see your eyes
No matter how hard I try
To understand the reasons
That we carry on this way
We're lost in this masquerade

Both afraid to say
We're just too far away
From being close together from the start
We tried to talk it over
But the words got in the way
We're lost inside this lonely game we play

Thoughts of leaving disappear
Ev'ry time I see your eyes
No matter how hard I try
To understand the reasons
That we carry on this way
We're lost in this masquerade

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Saturday, December 25, 2010

Selamat pengantin baru

Selamat pengantin baru utk umi + afiq. Moga dicucuri rahmat, kasih syg dan dilindungi olehNYA. Moga kekal bahagia hingga akhir hayat.

Dari
abe sekeluarga

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It's my life

Sinar.fm
3:30pm


It's My Life : Bon Jovi

This ain't a song for the brokenhearted
No silent prayer for the faith departed
And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud

It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks

It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

You better stand tall
When they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break
Baby, don't back down

It's my life
It's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive

(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!

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Bed of roses

Mlm td masa otw balik lagu ni on the air. Nyanyi sesama. Thou dh pagi still mind wonders. Flash back all the memories when we are together. Gembira n sedih at the same time.

Terkilan pun ada. Byk la why pop up. Byk la how I wish appear. Byk la dok pikir kekurangan diri.

Now bila dgr lagu2 kat Sinar.fm slalu buat my mind melayang jauh. Kekadang drive pun jd auto cruise. Tu selalu off bila certain lagu on the air haha...

Syg that rship ended but apa yg dtg akan pergi. Tu hukum alam. Me je payah nak accept bila ianya sesuatu yg indah.

Aaahhhhh.......


Bed Of Roses : Bon Jovi

Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano
Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know
'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my head
And some blond gave me nightmares, think that she's still in my bed
As I dream about movies
They won't make of me when I'm dead

With an ironclad fist I wake up and french kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps it's own beat in my head
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love, the truth, what you mean to me and the truth is
Baby you're all that I need

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well I'm so far away the step that I take's on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd give each night
To see through this pay phone
Still I run out of time or it's hard to get through
Till the bird on the wire flies me back to
You I'll just close my eyes, whisper baby blind love is true

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

Well this hotel bar's hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
And she's giving me the eye
Well I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died
Ooh yeah

Now as you close your eyes
Know I'll be thinking about you
While my mistress she calls me to stand in her spotlight again
Tonight I won't be alone
But you know that don't mean I'm not lonely
I've got nothing to prove for it's you that I'd die to defend

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses
For tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nails
I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is
And lay you down on a bed of roses

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TGIF

Untuk renungan.....


Antara cara untuk mendapat syafaat
nabi spt yg ditulis dlm al-Syifak adalah memperbanyakkan salawat ke atas Nabi
saw. Justeru hari Jumaat yg mulia ini diingatkan agar sama2 kita meningkatkan
ketaqwaan kita, jauhi perbuatan yg haram,ikhlaskan diri dalam amalan, ziarahilah orang2 yg salih,banyakkan berdoa dan berselawat ke atas baginda saw

Antara lain, memasukkan sebahagian umatnya ke dalam syurga tanpa hisab,
mengangkat darjat sebahagian yang lain, menyelamatkan mereka dari neraka bagi
orang yang telah diputuskan masuk ke dalamnya, juga mengeluarkan sebahagian
yang lain dari neraka setelah mereka memasukinya.

Al-Qadhi Iyadh menyebutkan beberapa bentuk syafaat yang Nabi s.a.w. berikan
kepada umatnya. Antara lain, memasukkan sebahagian umatnya ke dalam syurga
tanpa hisab, mengangkat darjat sebahagian yang lain, menyelamatkan mereka dari neraka bagi orang yang telah diputuskan masuk ke dalamnya, juga mengeluarkan
sebahagian yang lain dari nerakasetelah mereka memasukinya.

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Thursday, December 23, 2010

Untuk Mu.....

Sinar.fm
7:10pm

Td masa dgr lagu ni sedih rasa. Terasa cam baru smalam berlaku. Byk cerita yg berlaku. Ada antaranya yg indah dan manis berlaku disebabkan pemergian ibu. Sy berkenalan dgn seorg yg murni hati budi. Yg x menilai sy. Yg menerima sy seadanya......

Tp kat sini nak cerita pasal ibu. Dari kecik smpi besar kita dok nyusahkan dia. Dari kasih syg smpi duit ringgit. Ada kita bayar? Berapa kali kita guriskan hatinya? Berapa kali kita wat dek ngan apa dia suruh?

Untung pada sape yg masih ada mak ayah. Masih sempat nak mohon ampun dan maaf. ada masa lg nak berkorban utk mereka. Sy mak ayah dh xde. Sayu rasa. Cuma memori yg ada. Kenangan seumur hidup...

Hayatilah lirik dibawah.....


Exist : Untuk Mu Ibu

Oh! Ibu
Kau disiram bayu pagi
Kehilangan terasa kini
Dan kesepian

Dan aku
Bagai purnama gerhana
Di ibarat lautan kering
Tiada tempat ku layarkan

Hasratku ini
Masih belum sempat
Kubuktikannya kepadamu
Ibu tersayang
Kucurahkan rasa hati

Ku tatapi potret mu berulang kali
Kurenungkan kalimah yang diberi

( 1 )
Tuhan Yang Esa
Ampuni dosa ibu
Tempatkan mereka
Di antara kekasih kekasihMu

( 2 )
Oh! Ibu
Kau kasih sejati
Kutaburkan doa
Untukmu ibu

( 3 )
Ampunilah dosaku
Sejak ku dilahirkan
Hingga akhir hayatmu

Saat ini
Kuteruskan hidup
Tanpa bersamamu ibu

( ulang 1, 2, 3 )

Ibu...

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Insan

Sinar.fm
7:25am

Pg yg sejuk. Hujan renyai2. Rasa malas melanda nak gi koje. Byk mende nak kena settlekan arini. Buat takat mampu. Kena paksa diri haha....

Bila dgr lagu ni, terasa diri byk kekurangan. Yup pada Dia kita sume sama. Yg membezakan adalah amalan kita dan tahap mana kita nak merubah diri kita. Niat dan perbuatan kena sync. Jgn jd ckp x serupa bikin.

Apa pun, kesedaran dlm diri penting utk menilai sejauh mana perubahan yg kita nak. Kena buat gap analysis....

Sy dh level mana?


Lirik Insan - Yantzen

Kita adalah insan
Menumpang atas dunia
Aku dengan caraku
Yang sederhana

Kita adalah hamba
Berbakti pada Yang Esa
Aku mencari sinar
Keredhaannya

Kita sama sahaja
Bezanya cuma amalan kita
Engkau dan juga aku
Saling perlukan

Oh cinta yang murni
Sebagai ikatan
Yang kukuh di hati
Demi masa depan
Jangan dihancurkan
Hidup yang indah ini
Akibatnya merana

Jangan hancurkan
Hidup yang indah
Kita adalah hamba Yang Esa

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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Can't help falling in love

Sinar.fm
6:40pm

Td tah napa few songs from UB40 in the air at Sinar. Thou td jem kat bulatan opis and dpn hymm, x terasa angin sgt sbb dok lyn lagu. Siap leh nyanyi. Nmpk sgt sy dh masuk golongan otai. Lyn lagu lama haha..

This song really catch me. Am I really deep? Is a good and nice feeling. The feeling is really..... so attached. I hope I'm not a fool.....


UB 40 : Cant Help Falling In Love

Wise men say, only fools rush in.
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay? Would it be a sin?
I can't help falling in love with you

As the river flows gently to the sea
Darling so we go, some things were meant to be
Take my hand take my whole heart too
'Cause i can't help falling in love with you

As the river flows gently to the sea
Darling so we go, some things were meant to be
Take my hand take my whole heart too
'Cause i can't help falling in love with you

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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Something about love

Dpt dlm email. Kekawan kasi. Mana dia dpt tah. Interesting bila baca. Jiwang pun ada. Apa pun, very nice to read.

Cam kena je hehehe.......


Every night it's all the same
You're frozen by the phone
You wait, something's changed
You blame yourself every day
You'd do it again
Every night

There's something 'bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There's something 'bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don't give up
There's something 'bout love

When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live

There's something 'bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free
There's something 'bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don't give up
There's something 'bout love

Don't fight
Don't hide

Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)

Let em' shine tonight
Let em' shine tonight

Hang on
Hang in

For the ride of your life
It's gonna be alright
Hold on tight

There's something 'bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There's something 'bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free
There's something 'bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe

When the world falls down like the rain
It'll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don't give up
There's something 'bout love
Whoa oh oh oh..
Set's you free
There's something bout love
That tears you upWhoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain

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Monday, December 20, 2010

Kau ilhamku....

Music.fm
6:30pm

Listen to the song otw back from kulim. From the lyrics its kinda self explainatory. Sy mmg rindu. Tu yg mampu sy lakukan. Takat ni tahap tu lah.......


Man Bai : Kau Ilham Ku

Beribu bintang dilangit
Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang atau rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan

1
Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku...

( ulang 1 )

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Sunday, December 19, 2010

Just the way you are

Td masa otw ke Kulim dok scan channel. Rasa ni kat Music.fm. Lagu ni mcm "wonderful tonight" maksud lirik dia. Dgr memalam + kopi o + rokok = lepak kat pangkin amik angin malam.... Fuh nyaman.

Tgh dgr td teringat kat teman sy. Senyum sorg2. Tetiba terasa rindu. Camne dia skrg? Hopefully dia sihat n ok.

Salam rindu diangin lalu.....


Bruno Mars : Just The Way You Are

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are(yeah)

Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah

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Saturday, December 18, 2010

Only Girl (In the World)

This song is for someone special. She will be always my little girl and my princess. My cutie and my dearie. Thks for loving me for all these time. Will always cherish our memorable time.


Rihanna Only Girl (In the World)

La la la la
La la la la
La la la la

[VERSE 1]
I want you to love me, like I'm a hot pie
Keep thinkin' of me, doin' what you like
So boy forget about the world cuz it's gon' be me and you tonight
I wanna make your bed for ya, then imma make you swallow your pride

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world…
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only one…

[VERSE 2]
Want you to take me like a thief in the night
Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right
Baby I'll tell you all my secrets that I'm keepin', you can come inside
And when you enter, you ain't leavin', be my prisoner for the night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world…
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands, like I'm the only one who knows your heart, only one…

[BRIDGE]
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Oh make it last all night

Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Make it last all night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world…
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Only girl in the world…
Girl in the world…
Only girl in the world…
Girl in the world…

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Mutiara kata di Gua Musang

My teacher remind me once:

"When you enter a class to learn anything. Please consider yourself as half empty glass. Not to consider half full. Because the teacher is going to pour another half of the water to the glass with his lesson".

Senang cakap - "jangan jadi bodoh sombong".

Mendung je masuk Klate

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Perjalanan

Pepagi b4 menempuh perjalananan kena isi perut dulu. Pasni isi angin and minyak. Jauh gak nak balik. Hope xde yg berlaku. Hari masih sejuk. Mlm td ujan. Syok tido.

Balik kot phg rasanya. Xde jem kot. Sunyi balik sorg2. Radio je la teman. X pun melalak sorg2. Sesekali balik kg membawa firasat tersendiri. Mengingatkan sy kpd asal usul.

Terasa dunia stop jap. Rewind and unwind balik. Kenapa kita hidup. Apa tujuan. Napa kita dijadikan. Apa matlamat. Mcm baru nak start life. Byk dan jauh hidup sy. Cam lagu jamal abdillah "perjalananku". Still soul searching.

Suka dan duka sy lalui. Perit dan jerih sy tempuhi. Menjadikan sy seperti pengembara. Bila la rasanya akan menemui titiknya. Selalu mencari dan masih mencari. Ketenangan dan kegembiraan yg hakiki. Seronok evaluating.....

Apa pun, syukur ngan apa yg ada. Tu yg tuhan kasi setakat nih. Hajat masih diteruskan. Pintu masih terbuka utk sebarang kemungkinan. Kerinduan masih menebal........

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Friday, December 17, 2010

Ironic

Sinar.fm
9:25am

Td balik dr opis. Terlelap. Baru bgn. Flipping channel. Td lyn lagu nih. Lagu lama. Zaman ngaji dulu. Byk yg ironic. Kita nak gini tp jd gitu. Mula la kita akan ckp things happen 4 a reason. Justification diri....

Apa pun, there are things we wishing 4. Wish utk jd permanent or kekal. Wish utk sihat sentiasa. Wish kasih syg x berubah. Wish hajat kesampaian. Wish pada things yg possible and ada yg kinda miracle. Mana tau akan dikabulkan.

Tp ironi nya cam lagu ni lah. Kena terima suka atau tidak.......


Alanis Morissette : Ironic

An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
Isn't it ironic ... don't you think

Chorus

It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought ... it figures

Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
'Well isn't this nice...'
And isn't it ironic ... don't you think

Repeat Chorus

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

It's a traffic jam when you're already late
It's a no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
A little too ironic... and yeah I really do think...

Repeat Chorus

Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out

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Need a break!

Penat rasa dlm this few wks. Byk yg berlaku either physical and mental. Health also x berapa best. Now still dlm mode recovery. Hopefully nx wk dh recover sume.

Dari segi keje, penat nak cope back ngan HR stuffs. 3 thn sy dh tinggalkan. Kena keep up balik. Pasal mpower bule buat jem kejap haha. Belum lg lyn pillars lain. Kerenah yg sy nak kenal and adapt. Tmpt baru lg. Byk kena adjust.

Emosi pun x berapa stable. Byk merewang. Discharge and debrief lama dh xde. So, bal evergy yg -ve byk dlm diri. Drained me! Rasa lohe. Wish dpt ada sesi recharging ngam gak nih. Slalu teringat kepada situasi lama hehe....

Kewangan alhamdulillah. Masih ok till now. Last wk beli hadiah utk anak2 and sedikit brg sekolah and few others. Takat ni masih bule senyum. Tumpang gembira pada kekawan yg dpt bonus. Pepandai lah jaga duit tuh. Jgn easy come easy go dh lah.

Tahniah kepada yg dpt keje baru and nak kawin nx wk. Utk kekawan yg bertukar arah, moga tmpt baru bawa sinar dan harapan baru. Pada yg dah kawin and nak kawin, selamat menempuh alam berdua. Dulu solo now apa aktiviti yg anda lakukan, kena pikir perasaan partner anda. Give and take and persefahaman tu penting.

X sabar nak abiskan hari, hari ni. Rasa nak tenangkan diri the wholeday. Nak manjakan diri. Nak melepek. Nak cuddling and somebody just be by myside, temankan sy and says "its ok, u do a good job dear. I love u"..... Aahhhh what a wish.....

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Thursday, December 16, 2010

sahabat di mata saya

It just flowing from my thought. Masa tgh driving td. Heran gak. Nasib ingat sikit2. tambah2 ayat je lah.....

nukilan dari soul.....

Bukan atas apa atau dasar apa kita menjadi seorang sahabat
Tapi ia datang dari hati,,,,,
Ketulusan untuk memberi dan menerima
Menyejukkan bukan membekukan,,,,
Menghangatkan bukan memberi rasa panas,,,

Sahabat adalah,,,
Seseorang yang paling tahu hal buruk dalam diri kita,,,
Seseorang yang selalu marah saat kita berbuat salah,,,
Seseorang yang selalu berusaha melukiskan senyum dibibir kita
Seseorang yang selalu meminjmkan bahu untuk bersandar

Persahabatan itu ibarat tangan dan mata
Saat tangan terluka mata menangis
Dan saat mata menangis tangan mengusap air mata

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Judgement

Fav quote "don't judge a book by its cover". Best kan. Jgn cpt membuat penghakiman till kenal hati budi. Bila dh kenal, kesian belas akan hadir thou akal telah memberi keputusan. Kesian belas menguasai diri. Ada plak niat nak betulkan keadaan. Mana tau berjaya. Twds the end, kita akan bersama berada dlm senario itu. Hope tidak dikaburi.

Ada yg bila dh dpt bukti, dr sumber2 sekeliling, akan membuat penghakiman. Keputusan tu mungkin tidak majority, deviate from norm, probably after series of things happen akan mendapat penghakiman plak dr public. Mungkin infavor mungkin x, akan menjadikannya kera sumbang. Kena prove point till ada yg yakin.

Ada plak yg terus buat keputusan. Full of perception. "Guilty till proven innocent". Ni parah lah. Pemikiran jahat pada sy. Setiap manusia diciptakan oleh Allah ada kelebihan dan kekurangan. Siapa kita utk membuat penghakiman secara melulu atau semborono. Kita pun x sempurna. Ada byk cacat cela.

Mmg lagikan nabi ampunkan umat. Kita digalakan bermaafan. Tp pd sy tu nabi. Dia ma'asum. Sy penuh dgn noda dn dosa. Sy perlu berpikiran +ve. Tp sy x jump to conclusion. Semua mende kita kena nilai. Bila dh byk kali terkena, penghakiman akan dijalankan. Klu +ve, alhamdulillah, klu -ve, minta maaflah. Sy x pandai bermain kata.

Sesiapa yg rapat ngan sy, paham perangai sy. Sy sanggup berhabis kerana kawan kerana pada sy tu cara sy menghargai persahabatan. Betray is not in my vocab. Paranoid and freaky? Minta dijauhkan. Sy kesal kerana niat dan tindakan sy disalahertikan. Tu antara sebab sy berenti dr tmpt kerja yg about 7 yrs memberi rezeki kepada sy.

Am I vocal? X pandai berdrama? Scape goat? Collateral damage? Jujur x bertempat? Blind? Penunggu setia? Dungu?

Jwpan : .........................


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Truly

Sinar.fm
7:25am

Can't remember whether I've posted this song or not. Terkenang I used to see a wonderful girl that way. Yes, very memorable moments there were. Everyday I'm looking fwd to see this girl. Biasalah....

Smbil nyanyi, minds flashing the movie. Tersenyum sendiri. Awek naik moto sebelah ingat sy nak ngorat dia. Jeling marah hahhaha. Gelak sy. Ceria jap.

Makin jauh tmpt keje, makin merewang minda.....


Lionel Richie : Truly

Girl, tell me only this
That I'll have your heart for always
And you want me by your side
Whispering the words I'll always love you

Bridge:
And forever I will be your lover
And I know if you really care
I will always be there

Now I need to tell you this
There's no other love like your love
And I,as long as I live,
I'll give you all the joy
My heart and soul can give

Bridge:
Let me hold you
I need to have you near me
And I feel with you in my arms
This love will last forever

Chorus:
Because I'm truly
Truly in love with you girl
I'm truly head over heels with your love
I need you, and with your love I'm free
And truly,you know you're alright with me

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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Belum ada judul

Kekawan fwd lirik nih.... suruh sy dengar..... belum kesempatan lg...

Iwan Fals : Belum Ada Judul

Pernah kita sama sama susah
Terperangkap didingin malam
Terjerumus dalam lubang jalanan
Digilas kaki sang waktu yang sombong
Terjerat mimpi yang indah lelap

Pernah kita sama-sama rasakan
Panasnya mentari hanguskan hati
Sampai saat kita nyaris tak percaya
Bahwa roda nasib memang berputar
Sahabat masing ingatkah kau

Reff:
Sementara hari terus berganti
Engkau pergi dengan dendam membara di hati

Cukup lama aku jalan sendiri
Tanpa teman yang sanggup mengerti
Hingga saat kita jumpa hari ini
Tajamnya matamu tikam jiwaku
Kau tampar bangkitkan aku sobat

Cerita pagi ni

Bdn rasa getting better. Mulut makin kurang pahit n payau. Demam seems ok. Batuk ada sekali sekala. Flu ada sikit2. Syukur tuhan dh kasi balik nikmat yg dia tarik sekejap. Mungkin sy x bersyukur. Dia nak kasi peringatan.

Bdn rasa stiff and sakit2. Y? Sbb terlelap dpn tv smbil tgk csi. Sedar2 dh kul 5 lebih. Tido balik nasib x terlajak tido. Kua umah td dh lewat. Dlm 7:15am. Smpi ngam2 je.

Takat ni sume ok lah. Klu dpt cuti ngam gak nih hehehehe

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Monday, December 13, 2010

A Time to Talk

A friend fwd me this poem. i think i need some translation hahaha......

WHEN a friend calls to me from the road
And slows his horse to a meaning walk,
I don’t stand still and look around
On all the hills I haven’t hoed,
And shout from where I am, What is it?
No, not as there is a time to talk.
I thrust my hoe in the mellow ground,
Blade-end up and five feet tall,
And plod: I go up to the stone wall
For a friendly visit

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Hadiah Birthday

Harini abah dh beli hadiah anak2 abah. Walaupun utk aida and along tp abah beli gak sekali utk angah and abg mie. Kalu nak minta tunggu taun depan hehehe.

Betul lah bila dh jd mak ayah ni, kita akan wat apa saja asal anak2 dpt apa yg dia org nak. Kita x mkn xpe asalkan anak2 kekenyangan. Kita x nak anak2 ada rasa kesempitan. Camni la kot mak ayah kita rasa bila membesarkan kita dulu.

To my kids, abah akan cuba setakat mampu untuk membahagiakan kalian. abah doakan kalian menjadi muslim dan muslimah sejati kerana itu yg akan menjadikan kalian insan yg berjaya didunia dan akhirat.....

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Debunga wangi

Biasalah mana lg klu bukan Sinar.fm kat astro tuh. Puas flipping channel cari cite best. Last2 stop kat 8TV tgk CSI. Ok gak la. Pastu tgk bola Piala Emas Raja2, klate menang. Yahoooo. Now biasa lah BPL. Tp game kurang kick. Lyn je lah.

Sy membesar dgn lagu nih. Lirik cam imprinted kat minda. Selamba je ikut Nash nyanyi. Very simple lyrics menceritakan scenario hidup yg dilalui. Very tough i would say. Memerlukan pedoman, panduan dan dorongan utk melangkah kehadapan. Ketempat yg ingin dituju. Tempat atau keadaan yg seperti diidamkan.

Am I in that scenario? Tah.... Sape yg nak hulur tgn ek? Hehehehe... Make believe je lah hahahaha.....


Lefthanded : Debunga Wangi

Sepi yang mencengkam saban waktu
Membawa aku ke lembah berduri
Yang aku sendiri tidak pasti
Apakah aku dapat mengharungi

Siapakah kan datang
Menyudikan dirinya
Menghulur tangan
Membawa ku naik
Ke daratan yang penuh
Debunga wangi

Ku cari ku mencari
Pada daratan yang penuh
Debunga wangi

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Saturday, December 11, 2010

Demam

Harini hari ke-3 demam, batuk, selsema sy. Huh! Penat sungguh. Nak tido pun x selesa. Bdn sakit2 n senang terjaga. Batuk plak dh smpi jd chest cough. Sungguh x selesa.

Demam bila mkn ubat ok lah. Kebah. Berpeluh2. Pastu gigil balik. Selsema cam meleleh dari idung. Srot sret srot sret hidung. Naik merah idung dok tenyeh ngan tisu.

Mulut rasa pahit. Bila batuk rasa cam nak muntah bila telan air liur pahit. Is it the taste really pahit? Or my mind dh been twisted. Kepala berat je. Cam ada batu 1 tan. Penat gini.

Hopefully arini the last day. Esok dpt la buat apa2 aktiviti......

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Friday, December 10, 2010

When you say nothing at all

Hmmmm.........

RONAN KEATING : When You Say Nothing At All

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

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Thursday, December 9, 2010

Hati emas

Hati emas eh? masih ada lagi ke? i know 1 person. very dear to me. almost all we shared. times goes by. things fly very fast. i wish can slow down a bit to get a breath.

dia very nice. heart is pure. total accepting people around. now i'm searching for this hati emas. hope i bule jumpa lg.......

Kembara : Hati Emas

Berjalan di tanah gersang
Mentari mencekam dada
Debu-debu di jalanan
Menjadi teman setia

Tiada lain tujuanku
Hati emas yang ku cari
Kisahnya di hujung dunia
Mengapa tak ku temui

Oh! terdengar suara halus
Bagai dengar dan menghilang
Katanya pulanglah oh! anakku
Ia tiada di sini

Kembara
Puas sudah ku mengembara
Ke mana perginya oh! cahaya
Mencari hati emas bukannya mudah
Di masa kini adakah kau peduli

Mungkinkah dikau miliki
Hati emas murni suci
Inginku menjadi sahabatmu
Hingga akhir hayat nanti

Kembara
Puas sudah ku mengembara
Ke mana perginya oh! cahaya
Mencari hati emas bukannya mudah
Mungkin selamanya takkan aku temui

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

We R who we R

Just a song that I heard over the radio otw back home. Not bad. And yes, we r who we r. Dat 1 can't be denied. We can hide. We can run. We can cover up. We can act.

At the end, we will be ourselves and people hv to accept dat. That's the truth. Even sometimes it will be painful to the ears but hey reality bites.

Just accept it......


Ke$ha - We R Who We R⁠
 
Hot and dangerous
If you're one of us, then roll with us
'Cause we make the hipsters fall in love
When we've got our hot-pants on and up
And yes of course we does we running this town just like a club
And no, you don't wanna mess with us
Got Jesus on my necklace ace ace

Got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let's go-o-o (Let's go!)

CHORUS:
Tonight we're going hard
Just like the world is ours
We're tearin' it apart
You know we're superstars
We are who we are!

We're dancing like we're dumb
Our bodies goin numb
We'll be forever young
You know we're superstars
We are who we are!

DJ turn it up
It's about damn time to live it up
I'm so sick of being so serious
It's making my brain delirious!

I'm just talkin' trip
I'm telling you 'bout the s— we do
We're sellin' our clothes, sleepin' in cars
Dressin' it down, hittin' on dudes (HARD!)

I've got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let's go-o-o (Let's go!)

[CHORUS]

DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up

Tonight we're going hard
Just like the world is ours
We're tearin' it apart
You know we're superstars
We are who we are!

We're dancing like we're dumb
Our bodies go numb
We'll be forever young
You know we're superstars
We are who we are!

OW!
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Hero

Sinar.fm
7:25am

Bila dgr lagu ni somehow memberi semangat to me. Kita kekadang rasa lost, penat, helpless, jem etc etc. Perasaan -ve berlegar bila terasa terpinggir....

Tp dlm ketika itu, ada org yg memandang kita dgn kagum. Melihat keupayaan kita utk survive. Memandang kita seolah kita adalah idola mereka. Menjadikan kita tempat rujukan dan meminta pendapat.

So, thou we feel stress, helpless and emotion unstable, there is someone who lookup to you and proud of you...

I know I do......


Mariah Carey : Hero

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
And you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh ho, Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yea
Hold on there will be tomorrow in time
You find the way, hey

Then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you
Umm, that a hero lies in you

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Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Happy Birthday

Dear abah's girls,

Abah would like to wish happy 3rd birthday today to you (7/12/07 - 7/12/10) and to along, your 9th birthday (10/12/01 - 10/12/10) this friday. Wish your day will be joyous and full of barakah. Hope you gets full of presents from umi, grandma and grandpa and others.

I know both of you want a power puff girls pink cake (I hope umi will fulfill your wish)and according to umi, the celebration will be this friday. Umi said she will prepare something special on that day. Jangan tak makan nanti kesian umi.

Sorry abah can't be there to celebrate but abah will get you your present. Abah always wish you in a great health and under god's blessing. Don't be naughty picking on anis okay :)

Again, wish you happy 3rd and 9th birthday.

Love
Abah

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SALAM MAAL HIJRAH 1432..

Kadang kita meminta pada Allah setangkai bunga yg indah, tapi Allah SWT berikan kaktus berduri.

Kita meminta kupu-kupu, tapi diberikan ulat.

Kita pun sedih, kecewa bahkan marah!!

Namun kemudian kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali dan ulat itu menjadi kupu-kupu yg cantik.

Itulah jalan ALLAH SWT, indah pada waktu-Nya! Allah tidak memberi apa yg kita harapkan, tapi ALLAH SWT memberikan apa yg kita perlukan.

Kadang kita sedih, kecewa, terluka,
berburuk sangka.

Tapi jauh di atas segalanya, ALLAH sedang merangkai yang TERBAIK dalam kehidupan kita...

Agar kita belajar untuk selalu ikhlas dan redha.

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Doa

O Allah,
I have no money,
but I have YOU... I am rich

O Allah,
I have no freedom,
but I believe in YOU... I am free

O Allah,
I have no patience,
but I read YOUR Quran.. I am calm

O Allah,
I get no respect,
but YOU listen to my du'aa... I am proud

O Allah,
I have no time,
but I think of Jannah (Heaven.) I have forever

O Allah,
I have much time,
but I look at YOUR Signs. I have today

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Monday, December 6, 2010

Jasa

Perangai manusia, bila dh xde baru diingat, dikenang. Selalu lah kua dari mulut "kalaulah......". Baru ingat jasa2. Apa kebaikkan yg dibuat dahulu. "I wish...." Tp takat tu lah.

Tp bila ego plak berkata2 "xkan aku nak.....". Jd sume mati disitu. Susah nak menerima. Menyesal? Mmg ada. Tp sombong, bongkak, keras hati membuatkan kita terlepas mende yg kita treasure b4 this.

Disebabkan sikap begitu, kekadang akan menyusahkan diri sendiri, rakan2, masyarakat setempat. Jarang org akan mengaku kesilapan sendiri unless kalu really tersepit n dh x tau nak pegang mana. Time tu ludah pun sanggup jilat balik.

Jarang manusia berpegang pada "sesal dulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian xde gunanya". Sesapa yg guna petua ni selalunya berjaya lah dlm hidup sebab dia "beringat sebelum kena, berjimat sebelum habis". Sy pun sama. Sesekali bila terkenang kisah hidup syahdu gak. Pengajaran agaknya. Tu lah liku2 hidup.

Somehow suma ni yg mencorakkan hidup kita. Mematangkan fikiran. Ada ketika kena lalu yg susah baru dapat manisnya. Ada ketika yg ada depan mata pun still x nmpk. Apa leh buat dh buta. Buta mata dan hati.

Itulah kehidupan.....

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Sunday, December 5, 2010

Together

Sinar.fm
5:15 pm

Smbil dok lyn diri ptg ahad, lepas dok flip2 channel xde yg best, terstop kat radio sinar kat astro. Lagu PSB on the air. Best gak. Lirik dia so jiwang but bila tgk lirik dia, rasa touch when ada org sanggup be there for us, susah payah utk kita, willing to do anything for us. Like kita la org paling best dlm dunia. Mcm tanpa kita, hidup x bermakna.

Ckp mmg senang nak sehidup semati. Just actions give the remarks. Ramai yg pandai berlakon utk dptkan sesuatu. Bila dh dpt jd lah mcm "abis madu sepah dibuang". Tp klu kita dpt org yg be there for us thru good and bad days, heaven. Dlm scenario nowadays, payah lah kot but klu dpt, better keep that person.

The feeling must be mutual and reciprocal. X adil klu kita x membalas rasa itu. Zalim namanya. Better tell upfront. Xdela the other party menunggu mcm "buah yg x jatuh". Rasa perlu lahir dari hati yg ikhlas sbb ia akan kekal. Menerima secara total barulah xde pressure dlm r/ship. Kita akan be ourself. Yes, kita perlu jaga hati dan perasaan partner kita. Kena ada give and take. Tp kita x perlu berlakon utk mendapat trust, freedom and love. Bila berlakon, masa akan smpi bila warna kita yg sebenar akan kua. Masa tu sudah terlambat kerana semuanya akan hilang. Gaduh, sangsi, etc etc akan pop up yg mana akan merosakkan sesuatu ikatan.

Bila dok lyn lagu ni, mind wonders and flashing back the memories yg penah hadir. Tersenyum sendirian........


Pet Shop Boys - Together

Together we`ll go all the way

Tell me what you want from me
Give me what I need from you
Anything you wanna do
And I need to follow through

Everything I have is yours
I pray you understand because
Whatever you want to do
I`m gonna be with you

Together`s amazing
Together we`re blazin`
Together we`ll go all the way (Together we`ll go all the way)

Together I cry with you
Together I`ll die with you
Together we`ll go all the way (Together we`ll go all the way)

Now my heart is beating fast
Time is short, the die is cast
I can`t keep a secret if
You can`t really mean it and
Feel the luck beside us and
So much love inside us

Whatever we have to do I`m gonna be with you

Together`s amazing
Together we`re blazin`
Together we`ll go all the way (Together we`ll go all the way)

Together I cry with you
Together I`ll die with you
Together we`ll go all the way (Together we`ll go all the way)

Everything`s easy in this state of mind
The world starts to fade as we leave it behind

Together`s amazing
Together we`re blazin`
Together we`ll go all the way (Together we`ll go all the way)

Together I cry with you
Together I`ll die with you
Together we`ll go all the way (Together we`ll go all the way)

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Saturday, December 4, 2010

Staff day

Having a fun day. Pagi td ada luck draw. Me x lucky. Pastu flag off for treasure hunt. Pusing2 dari shah alam to pj to kj to damansara to mutiara damansara to genting looking for the answers. Soklan ada 20, tah betul tah idak. The 2 treasures x dpt solve. Hampeh but It was a blast.

Then petang hving telematch. From 4 games, our group (red) won 1. Acara jalan atas batu bata hahaah. Funny. Bersorak and kutuk2 team lain. At least people accepting me there. X la rasa kera sumbang. Lepas tu ada acara futsal. Penat ya amat. Kalah. Xleh masuk final. Sume nampak hepi.

Now lepas mandi. Siap2 nak gi dinner. Me sebilik ngan bos n am production. The other 1 tah dept mana. They are ok with me. Me n am are malays, others chinese. Lantak lah. Mlm ni dinner. Buat open space but now gerimis. Sejuk je. Dh la kat gohtong jaya. Old place coz me was here 2 3 years ago. Genting Permai Resort. Tempat MK wat prob. Senyum terkenang hehe. My bos nangis kat town. Pusing cari utk mujuk :) Kenangan.

Hopefully me are lucky tonite. Tgk lah haha. Kot2 "lucky" hehehe....

Bersambung nnti.....

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Friday, December 3, 2010

Hanyut

Sinar.fm
10:10 pm

Aku mmg hanyut..............


Hanyut - Faizal Tahir

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Chorus
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Repeat Chorus

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

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Thursday, December 2, 2010

I love you in every way

Thou this is a copy-paste, I would like to dedicate this to my dear beloved one that enlighten my life throughout these years. The moments we have together will always be memorable to me. Thanks for always be there for me…..


by Tinuviel

The way you breath makes me calm
The way you speak makes me warm
The way you see right through me
You make me the girl that I want to be

The way you hold me, I could never feel cold
The way you are, how my heart got sold
The way your nose moves when you speak
The way your eyes looks at me makes me weak

The way you smell, your perfume
It is like to be in Heaven, I assume
The way you taste, better than any chocolate
The way we fit together, it must be fate

The way you kiss me like I want to be kissed
All our moments that forever will be missed
Your humour makes me smile my happiest smile
The way we go together as well as our style

The way your solarium colour meets my pure white skin
The way we both fight for our love to win
Your honesty makes me believe in everything you say
The way you drive your car when we are on our way

The way you smile makes me want to kiss you
The way I am when I am with you, I could never be blue
The way you stole my heart and kept it
The way we belong to each other, we fit

All the things we do when the light goes out
The sweet words that comes out of your mouth
The way we make love all through the night
The way you pleasure me and hold me tight

The way I will miss you until the next time we meet
The way we are perfect, together we are complete

All these things I love about you
But most the way you love me too
'I love you' is all I want to say
We are perfect in every way

I love you in every way...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Love will keep us alive

Sinar.fm
9:10pm

Layan arena rock di Sinar. Jarang miss. Dulu ada geng yg suka Sinar. Layan rock sesama sambil mkn Sneakers. CSI, House adalah cerita kita org. Masa berlalu, now me alone. Biasalah masa kalu x dijaga akan merubah segalanya.

Tabah menghadapi. Belajar dan implementation at the same time. Suka duka mendewasakan. Memori yg menguatkan utk tidak rebah. Kenangan yg memaniskan sesuatu perhubungan. Kenangan juga yg akan dibawa kemana2.

Bukan senang utk melupakan sesuatu yg dipegang lama. Sementelah kenangan itu adalah manis. Tu bila lagu Eagles on air, sy menyanyi2, terbuai perasaan. Lately lagu2 kat Sinar seems telling me something. I dunno what but lagu2 yg disiarkan membawa sy kezaman where everything seems to be perfect. Sume cam kena je.

Tah lah......


Eagles - Love Will Keep Us Alive

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide

Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

Don't you worry
Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes
Now I've found you
There's no more emptiness inside
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Game over? Maybe.....

Sinar.fm
07:30pm

Arini terasa sayu sikit. Ending yg touch my heart. Kekadang wonder whether I'm asking too much. Leaving no place utk dia to breathe. Maybe I'm forcing to much. Asking things that maybe irrelevant. Maybe I'm not in the position of poking the issue. Open up the wound that already heal. Sore looser I am. Such a mistake I think.

Bila melibatkan hati dan perasaan, bukan senang. Suatu issue yg sensitif. Kena tackle accordingly but sy probably insensitive. Sy pressure x tentu pasal. Sy still tagging along. Meroyan. Bodo pun ada hahaha. Asking things unnecessarily. Bila dh lama. Bukan senang nak buang. Cam isap rokok lah. Bila dh sebati, ia akan kekal sebati...

Jawapan dh ada... "what i dont want is to create unnecessary "emotional state of being", to give hope when there's not; to give up when we shouldn't.... both at the extreme end, sometimes it is best if we dont know". Tp sy still query based on openess, truthfulness bla bla.... How insensitive I am. I should know... What past is past. Jgn complicate the issue.

Susah nak differentiate what past, present and future. Kekadang it really cloud my mind. Kekadang sy kinda cam lost soul. Am I cari pasal? Nape sy susah nak let things go? Atau sy xde jwpan camne nak close the book? Atau sy xnak close the book? Inikah dinamakan fall in love at first sight? Hahaha....

Td otw balik umah lagu Roxette on air kat Sinar. Soul sy terbang. Jauh dia pegi. Cam kat cermin depan kete mcm screen projector. Flashback everything. All the memories from the beginning till now. Sy bawa kete cam auto cruise. Xde feel. Nasib sy smpi umah selamat. Lagu tu floating everywhere. Nakal sungguh Sinar.fm...


Roxette - It Must Have Been Love

Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, is there a silence
In the bedroom and all around

Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm

And it's a hard winter's day
I dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

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Monday, November 29, 2010

Eternal Flame

Sinar.fm
10:30 pm

lagu lama yg very soothing. Mmg jiwang. Rasa cair bila dgr. Kena both hv the same heartbeat baru sync klu x, bertepuk sebelah tgn je lah. Well, what can I say, life is like dat, it's not easy to hv reciprocal feeling. For me, forcing is out of context. Rela tu penting. Sbb dgn rela, true self will appear.

But when the feeling is mutual, dunia ana yg punya. X ternilai harga as the song says "And then you come and ease the pain, I don't want to lose this feeling...". Nak maintain is another issue but trust, believe, freedom are the key to success coz, respect and appreciate will follow......


Eternal Flame Lyrics
Artist(Band):The Bangles

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

[bridge]
Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling ...ooooohhhh....

[break]

repeat bridge

Close your eyes, give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming

An eternal flame

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame
[[fade out]]

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KERANA BULU MATA MASUK KE SYURGA

Untuk renungan....

Diceritakan di hari pembalasan kelak, ada seorang hamba Allah sedang diadili. Dia dituduh bersalah kerana mensia-siakan hidupnya di dunia utk berbuat maksiat. Namun begitu dia berkeras membantah,

"Tidak demi langit dan bumi,sungguh tidak benar. saya tak pernah malakukan perkara itu…"

"Tetapi saksi-saksi mengatakan engkau betul² telah menjerumuskan dirimu sendiri ke dalam dosa"

Orang itu menoleh ke kiri dan ke kanan, lalu merenung segenap penjuru ruang yg ada. Kemudian dia pun menyanggah, "mana saksi2 yg engkau maksudkan? disini tiada sesiapa melainkan aku dan suaramu sahaja."

Jawab malaikat, "Inilah saksi-saksimu…"

Tiba-tiba mata berbicara,"Saya yang memandang,"

disusuli dengan telinga,"Saya yang mendengar perkara itu"

Hidung pun tidak ketinggalan,"Saya yang mencium"

Bibir pun mengaku dengan slumbernye,"Saya yang merayu"

Lidah menambah dengan berani,"Saya yang menjilat dan menghisap"

Tangan tanpa malu meneruskan,"Saya yang meraba dan meramas"

Kaki pula menyusul,"Saya yang berjalan dan berlari semasa itu"

"Nah kalau dibiarkan kesemua anggota tubuhmu akan memberikan kesaksian tentang perbuatan aibmu," ujar malaikat. Orang tersebut x dapat membuka sanggahnya lagi. Ia berputus asa dan amat berduka kerana sebentar lagi ia akan dihumban ke dalam neraka jahannam.. Padahal ia amat berharap agar segala perbuatan jahatnya dapat diselindungi. Tatkala dia sedang dilanda kesedihan, tiba-tiba terdengar satu suara yg amat lembut dari sehelai bulu mata berbunyi, " Saya pun ingin mengangkat sumpah untuk menjadi saksi dalam perkara ini."

Malaikat menjawab dengan tenang,"Silakan wahai bulu mata"

"Terus terang sahaja, menjelang ajalnya pada satu malam yang hening, aku pernah dibasahi dengan juraian air mata penyesalan mengenangkan segala perbuatan keji yang telah dilakukan. Bukankah rasulnya telah berjanji, apabila ada seora ng hamba yang ingin bertaubat, walaupun sehelai bulu mata sahaja yg dibasahi dengan air mata, demikian itu diharamkan dirinya dari ancaman api neraka? Maka, saya sehelai bulu mata, berani tampil sebagai saksi bahawa dia telah bertaubat sampai membasahi saya dengan air mata penyesalan."

Dengan kesaksian bulu mata itu, orang tersebut dibebaskan dari neraka dan segera dihantar ke syurga:

"Lihatlah hamba Allah ini masuk syurga kerana pertolongan bulu mata.."

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Derita merindu

Sinar.fm
7:20 am

Very nice song. Td lyn masa otw gi keje. Lagu abis jiwang. Somehow has a meaning to it. We have to accept our partner in package. Xleh pilih2. Suka x suka tulah dia. Kena ada mutual understanding. Compromise. Work together cari penyelesaian.

"Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)... Kaulah derita (bagimu)..." Tu lah the meaning of r/ship. Madu dan racun in 1 person.

"Bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata... Harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu... Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu... Jikalau setiap hari merindu... Sekiranya derita merinduimu... Itu sebenarnya bahagia... Aku pilih derita" Bila cinta dan syg terhadap seseorang. I wish I can be that person.....


Ahli Fiqir - Derita Merindu

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia

Maafmu tak bererti
Kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Chorus
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu
Tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
Bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
Harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu
Itu sebenarnya bahagia
Aku pilih derita

Ulang Chorus

Mungkinkah esok atau lusa
Walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada
Ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba
Sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah

Kaulah tanda tanya
Kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena
Dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya
Kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena
Dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan
Kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan
Terimalah saja kenyataan
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Ulang Chorus 2X

Jika kau dapat memahami
Hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahagia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu
Hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti
Kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Ulang Chorus 2X

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Sunday, November 28, 2010

I won't give up on you

Things I would do.....

I Won't Give Up On You

I've built you up for so long.
Please don't prove me wrong.

I tried to see the good,
Even when no one else could.

I hope one day, as the battle rages deep within,
The good over evil will eventually win.

I see so much potential.
Reaching yours is essential.

You're capable of so much,
You could turn rust to gold with a touch.

As you walk these lonely miles,
I pray once again, I'll see your smile.

I won't give up on you,
Together we can see this through.

Your shoes I'll fill,
By my own will.

I'll take your pack,
As we head back.

It's not too late.
For you, I'll always wait.

Through every tear you've cried,
I've been by your side.

And when you are too weak,
You will find me if you seek.

I know your journey's long,
And it's silenced your song.

I know you're filled with pain,
As you make your house in the rain.

But come with me,
And a new life you will see.

Give me your sorrow,
And my joy you can forever borrow.

Hand over your pain,
And I'll wipe away all the stains.

Come as you are,
And I'll remove your scars.

I hope one day, you'll see,
Everything you can be.

But as for now, together we will walk,
And I'll be here if you ever need to talk.

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Be true to yourself

Sharing is loving and caring

"Let the world know you as you are, not as you think you should be, because sooner or later, if you are posing, you will forget the pose, and then where are you?"  ~Fanny Brice


It can be easy to lose your identity in a relationship, especially if it's the first time you've really fallen for someone. You get so into each other, you end up morphing into one - and not in a good way! Keeping your individuality is so important, and your relationship will be all the better for it.
If you feel like you're changing because of the person you're with, take time out to ask yourself why. Sometimes we need to be a little more confident about who we are, respect ourselves and be true to who we are and who we hope to be.

Stay true to yourself in a relationship, and it'll improve it - honest! Whoever you're with obviously likes the girl you are or they would be with you. Don't go changing yourself to please someone else, just be the best you YOU can be!

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Saturday, November 27, 2010

First Love

The poem says everything. Thou it's not from me but that's how I feel when it came. Funny and sweet. Cherish all the way.....

By John Clare

I never was struck before that hour
With love so sudden and so sweet,
Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower
And stole my heart away complete.
My face turned pale as deadly pale.
My legs refused to walk away,
And when she looked, what could I ail?
My life and all seemed turned to clay.

And then my blood rushed to my face
And took my eyesight quite away,
The trees and bushes round the place
Seemed midnight at noonday.
I could not see a single thing,
Words from my eyes did start --
They spoke as chords do from the string,
And blood burnt round my heart.

Are flowers the winter's choice?
Is love's bed always snow?
She seemed to hear my silent voice,
Not love's appeals to know.
I never saw so sweet a face
As that I stood before.
My heart has left its dwelling-place
And can return no more

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Melepek

Aktiviti ujung minggu. Bukak mata menung amende nak buat arini. Td campak baju dh mesin basuh pastu dok kira2 utang2 wajib baya. Biasalah aktiviti ujung bulan. Pastu tgk berapa baki. Huh bila la nak kaya hehe.

Ingat pasni nak basuh kasut bebudak pastu kemas dapur sikit. Pastu baru nak cari mende mkn. Ptg ingat nak pusing baya utang. Mlm nak melepak ngan kengkawan tgk bola. Tgk lah camne. Or maybe catch a movie. Lama dh x tgk. Apa cite dh now. Harry porter sounds good. Tgk lah mood camne.

Just wanna hv a gd quality wkend. X kisah buat apa. As long as memorable. Who know what might happen......

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Friday, November 26, 2010

Tiada duka yg abadi

Sinar.fm
10:20 pm

Kita kena redha. Bukan senang nak telan kepahitan. Luka yg terguris bukan senang nak sembuh. Bila kita fight, x semua battle kita menang. Bila tersungkur payau nak bgn semula. Accepting the fact yg kita lemah, kita kecundang, kita lesu sungguh memenatkan....

Redha....


Opick : Tiada Duka Yang Abadi

Tiada duka yang abadi didunia
Tiada sepi merantaimu selamanya
Malam 'kan berakhir, hari 'kan berganti
Takdir hidup 'kan dijalani
Tangis dan tawa nyanyian yang mengiring
Hati yang rindukan cinta dijalan-Mu
Namun ku percaya hati meyakini
Semua akan indah pada akhirnya

Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini

Waktu berputar rebulan dan matahari
Bunga yang mekar akan layu akan mati
Malam 'kan berakhir, hari 'kan berganti
Takdir hidup 'kan dijalani

Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini

Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini

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