Game over? Maybe.....

Sinar.fm
07:30pm

Arini terasa sayu sikit. Ending yg touch my heart. Kekadang wonder whether I'm asking too much. Leaving no place utk dia to breathe. Maybe I'm forcing to much. Asking things that maybe irrelevant. Maybe I'm not in the position of poking the issue. Open up the wound that already heal. Sore looser I am. Such a mistake I think.

Bila melibatkan hati dan perasaan, bukan senang. Suatu issue yg sensitif. Kena tackle accordingly but sy probably insensitive. Sy pressure x tentu pasal. Sy still tagging along. Meroyan. Bodo pun ada hahaha. Asking things unnecessarily. Bila dh lama. Bukan senang nak buang. Cam isap rokok lah. Bila dh sebati, ia akan kekal sebati...

Jawapan dh ada... "what i dont want is to create unnecessary "emotional state of being", to give hope when there's not; to give up when we shouldn't.... both at the extreme end, sometimes it is best if we dont know". Tp sy still query based on openess, truthfulness bla bla.... How insensitive I am. I should know... What past is past. Jgn complicate the issue.

Susah nak differentiate what past, present and future. Kekadang it really cloud my mind. Kekadang sy kinda cam lost soul. Am I cari pasal? Nape sy susah nak let things go? Atau sy xde jwpan camne nak close the book? Atau sy xnak close the book? Inikah dinamakan fall in love at first sight? Hahaha....

Td otw balik umah lagu Roxette on air kat Sinar. Soul sy terbang. Jauh dia pegi. Cam kat cermin depan kete mcm screen projector. Flashback everything. All the memories from the beginning till now. Sy bawa kete cam auto cruise. Xde feel. Nasib sy smpi umah selamat. Lagu tu floating everywhere. Nakal sungguh Sinar.fm...

Roxette - It Must Have Been Love

Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, is there a silence
In the bedroom and all around

Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm

And it's a hard winter's day
I dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

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